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Live at The Coven

by Chronically Awkward

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1.
Pity Party 01:45
We're hanging out together alone, Hopelessly checking silent phones, Talkin' 'bout how they'll never call And there's nothing we can do at all. So come on and join the pity party! Lay around moping, feeling sorry For our sad selves at the pity party. We bitch about our misery And how we go to bed feeling empty, And cry ourselves to fitful sleep And wake up again feeling lonely. Come on and join the pity party! Lay around moping, feeling sorry For our sad selves at the pity party. It's fun to complain Though it's all in vain. It's a sick, sad game, Won't get out of my brain. Think we're going insane, And who can we blame For the faces we feign? And this cardioid pain, Life down the drain, And it's all the same, man. This is so lame Let's get some lo mein. Talkin' about how he Just got dumped recently. Talkin' about how she Is never gonna like me back. Come on and join the pity party! Lay around moping feeling sorry For our sad selves at the pity party. (Aaron / Beki)
2.
Sublimation 01:59
Been waking up in this same bed Since I was a little kid; My feet stick out but it still holds The same comforts that it ever did. Teddy bears defended me From closet monsters and under the bed, But getting older I soon found The real beasts were in my head. They'd stalk me in my waking And they'd follow me to school. I couldn't think for thoughts drowned out By relentless whispers cruel. I'd scribble out my suffering My sanity to keep, But the only solace I could find Was shallow dreamless sleep. But here I found the best defense: Give meaning to your future tense, Fight off your morbid shit By making something out of it. Sleep kept me safe a little while, The monsters out of sight - But hiding under covers You can never see the light That's capable of revealing them For what they really are: Measly fucking lies that can be killed By your guitar! Here I found the best defense: Give meaning to your future tense, Fight off your morbid shit By making something out of it. (Beki)
3.
Purgatory 02:44
Some of us barely made it out alive; Some of us didn't get it the first time. Thought at the start that we would've had more Than a useless sheet of paper on the wall. My friends go live their lives and now we're scattered. It kind of feels like it never even mattered. But I remember how fun they were and one day we'll catch up. Working at this stupid job does nothing for me But I need the cash to get to where I wanna be. Don't feel grown up but technically it's true And I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do. Home with Mom and Dad is alright for now, But frankly I'm looking to get out. We three know that I can't stay forever, And life will be different with these ties severed. And even if I don't know what I want to be, I'm finding out who I am and that's enough for me; At least I know that I don't know. Everybody seems to have their shit figured out But I think the truth is no one knows what life's about. Don't feel grown up but what does that even mean? I can do whatever I want if I can only dream. And doing anything is much better than nothing at all. Won't keep wasting my days just waiting for something to fall Into my lap, into my life - I just gotta improvise. Why'd it take so goddamn long for me to realize that Life's too short to waste my time In post-grad fucking purgatory. (Beki / Josh)
4.
When two awkward people meet We end up staring at our feet Just searching for the words to say But it never works out anyway, So why even try? We'll end up saying goodbye. I'm sorry that I missed my chance, Too nervous to make an advance. I guess I'm just unlucky with love, I keep striking out again and again. So why even try? We'll end up saying goodbye. Just wanna die - We'll end up saying goodbye. I think you're cool and you think I'm nice But I don't know how to break the ice That holds our frozen tongues and feet: When two awkward people meet. (Aaron / Beki)
5.
Stargazer 03:13
"Show me which constellations you know." Swing your hands and point as they glow. Thank you for bringing me out here tonight, Wishing I may and wishing I might. So easy to get lost in my seclusion, Now I'm out here cursing the light pollution. But when the clouds part, and the stars shine through, I realize that I'm glad to be out here with you. We can only see so much With heads craned gazing up. The void stretches out like the sea, Ready to swallow up you and me. But if we are made of stars Our hands can reach out so far. You have always loved the sky. We're stargazers, you and I. (Josh)
6.
Lunar Maria 01:46
There's something I should tell you But I have to try not to look too long, too soon, 'Cause after all this time, I've found that I am drawn to you like How the sea always has the moon on his mind. And they say there's no way Earth's seas could up and leave, What with mass and gravity And suchlike things, so How could we ever come to be? Diana, lady de la lune, Would that I could wash over you But here remains the tragic truth: There can never be fish on the moon (Beki)
7.
My hand is cold because you're far away, And even though I know that you will stay faithful, I still miss you. When I laugh I wonder if you would too. Illuminate my eyes, the sight of you. I'm glad we met, I'll see you soon. Now I'm counting the days 'til I see you again, In the meantime dreaming about when it'll happen. Sometimes I sleep to pass the time between. In our shared dreamland with its silver lake We'll have a picnic until we're awake. We'll be the only two people in the world. And in the morning when the sun opens up your eyes, I'm so lost for words, can't even improvise So I smile. And I know we'll be okay Even when we're away, 'Cause I know and you know It's just a series of days 'Til I see you again. (Josh)
8.
Kitty Hickey 02:07
You know I think you're really cute, But I'm allergic being so close to you. Today I really need my space, So please get out of my face. Please be patient so we'll both be happy, 'Cause this don't work when we're both crabby. We're both not wrong, I just need you not to hang around so much. You know eventually I'm gonna miss your touch. Seems like you're a little too needy And I think I'm going crazy. I need some me time, It sure would be fine. I hope you'll still be there for me. Please be patient so we'll both be happy, 'Cause this don't work when we're both crabby. We're both not wrong, I just need you not to hang around so much. You know eventually I'm gonna miss your touch. You know I think you're really sweet. Just give it some time before we meet again. You know I think you're really cool But right now I'm being a fool. (Aaron / Beki)

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This is a live recording of a house show we played in Bethlehem Pennsylvania, on April 4th, 2014. Turn it up loud!

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released April 15, 2014

Beki D. -- Vocals
Josh F. -- Guitar
Adam F. -- Bass
Aaron M. -- Drums
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Sound work/track cutting by Adam
Cover art by Beki
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Special Thanks to: Yvonne & Rybo @ The Coven for hosting the show, Lance for setting it up, and Christian for lending the use of his sound recorder. Our bassist, Adam, is also our mad-scientist/inventor behind the scenes; he built various implements that we use, namely Beki's CB microphone. Also thanks to the other bands we played with: McGarnagle / Billy Mack Collector / Sick Antelope Party / Pill Friends, who were all great and supportive.

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